When I first entered into adulthood, I mostly only thought of myself. I didn't think about my future children (other than I want some) and I didn't really much think about my ancestors either (other than I have some). But the older I have gotten, the deep and unspeakable connection I have to both of these, what seems to be directions of time and space, has been a profound catalyst for me.
I did not get to meet all of my grandparents, but I did meet my father's mother and my mother's father and if you count in utero experiences, I also met my mother's mother.
When I birthed my first child, I remember looking into his eyes and thinking: "I've known you since forever.". I believe, I did, I have and always will. This knowing goes beyond our comprehension of linear time and even physics.
After meeting my first child, I remember having this intense desire to get to know my grandparents. At the time, I was living in my mother's parents home; that was such a gift, a portal of sorts to begin exploring my ancestry. I began making a family tree on paper and asking my mother as many details as she could remember about various aspects of her parents. And, I occasionally still do this.
When my second child came, a new wave of this profound journey also came to me. I started to find a deeper connection to my father's lineage and explore various family stories that had been shared, in my own perfect manner, that led me to some deeply insightful understandings about myself.
Being in my body; birthing beautiful rainbow beams of light into this realm and connecting to my ancestry have been some profoundly life changing work for me.
I can't know and experience anything for myself, if I am not in my body and present to and with what arises.
We are all beams of the rainbow spanning across a lineage whatever our unique gift is to bring. But, so often we have no comprehension of this.
Recently, I have been in a deep dive of comprehending the realms of infinite possibility the places mentioned in older books and experienced by many non-verbal peoples as shared in the brilliant podcast The Telepathy Tapes. Along with this comes the realization that time and space are happening all at once, but we can only see a certain aspect of the array, not the whole.
And as I have explored this, I have become intimately aware that we are so vital to the radiantly conscious continuum that is the continuation of human life birthed through the womb!
When we are in deep connection with the Divine-the Life Force that flows through all; in sync with nature and our truth, our lineage is most radiantly expressed within the physical, mental, spiritual and emotional aspects of the off-spring of our own body of waters.
Living in deep connection to this truth in every aspect of our life is how we responsibly show up within the rainbow beam continuum, the bridge of life that we are part of.
I know this is not every ones cup of tea and the concepts presented here will not resonate with all peoples. But, I do know, this is the most important work I am called to bring forward.
It's valuable to be living in your design and understanding full well what that design is and how to enhance it for both our future and the future of all humanity.
Because when we show up and say YES to being an integral part of the rainbow beam bridge that is the new earth consciousness; we are choosing to co create with the Divine on the full spectrum level. Not just with our body, through procreation, but with our heart, mind, body and soul.
And this is the work of Radiantly Conscious Continuum. An incredible offering that I am looking to build with all of you sacred souls showing up to be the best version of you, in your unique lineage that you have been called to.
What an honor! Do you feel this honor? Do you feel the wild and robust gift you have been given to co create with all of life!?
If there were two things you wish you understood more about the continuum of life and your role in it, what would they be? The top two most pressing thoughts around the idea of bringing life into this realm; what would they be?
Do you wonder about how to get pregnant? Do you wish to know more about what to expect when you do have a baby in your arms that you carried full term and birthed (aka postpartum)? Or do your thoughts go even what are the things I can do to create a vibrant, grounded and aware adult as I raise this little one?
I would love to know! Truly, please share in the comments below, what arose as you read this and what your top two questions around fertility; pregnancy; birth; postpartum and childrearing are!
We are co creating with the Divine every moment; let's be intentional.